Absurdity

Today I am so FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Amber came over and I gave her a massage and we held each other and I got several boners till finally she put her hand on one and began rubbing. I then began fondling her breasts, she wouldn't let me go down there. She said though that she is worried about our friendship, but I don't care, no matter what happens I will be her friend in the end.

Correction I screwed up, were never going to be going out. God I am feeling so sick and sad.