Absurdity

I have decided to start writing in my journals again so that I can practise writing in the hopes that I get to writing stories once again. I went to see Wedding Crashers today with Robyn. It went well, I had to sneak a lot of food in my pants because I didn't bring my backpack though. I like her so much, I need to tell her that and maybe we can go out, not like before, but this time we will hold hands, stare into each other's eyes, kiss and fall madly in love. I can't figure out my password to my previous entries it is supposed to be "****************" but that is not working. I swore it used to be 16 characters long, but now it is only 15, I don't know what to do. Tomorrow is my last day of summer school; got a chemistry test, hope I do well. I can't wait to move out on my own, I just need a new mattress and to pay off my stupid card first. Oh well I have until at least November 16, that’s David's 18th birthday. I got to make a new CD for Mom, I'll try to get to it Sunday night. Anyway I am going to type out all my old entries now so I will try typing in you tomorrow.